charli-jasper

So stoked to restart hrt and not feel numb/disconnected from this meat sack. I started editing these pics of ai generated d*cks and something about the way they morph really hit on how dysphoric I’ve been feeling for the past few months

Cw: death, grief

My friend Luna died this weekend and I found out today through a mutual. She was my very first gf and we fell out of touch but it was shocking and sad to hear about it today.

It’s always sad to hear about friends passing. I don’t want it to hurt any less in the future but I do hope it gets easier to talk about when it happens.

I guess Im just not rly sure who to talk to about it or what to say. I would probably just write about this in my journal but I feel like I should say something publicly to honor her or something.

She was the first to show me what reciprocal love felt like. She was the first to show me a lot of experiences and I’m grateful for how much she helped me grow.

I wish we had reconnected but I hope she’s finally at peace.